Anxiety or ?

It seems both S and I have had weird spells today, although his was much more existential and full of big questions, and mine was just full of... weird. It has been a hole of a day, a nothing, where I have gotten nothing done I planned, not that I had anything planned, other than the usual cram-in-to-Saturday-anything-that-doesn't-fit-in-the-rest of the week. A full Maddie-free day with no extraordinary cleaning or socializing accomplished is kind of very wasted... but there it is. We have movies from the library to watch though... Delicatessan, Paris, Texas and Jackie Brown. Probably get one in tonight.