so wrong

What's most wrong is when you want something so badly that you try to make other things into what you most want. You can't bonsai or shapeshift one thing into another, much as you might like to.

So you take a deep breath and let go and hope that thing you want is out there and hope that when and if you get it, it turns out to be what you needed after all.

And in the meantime, you either enjoy the scenery or avoid it, because trying to edit it only results in you or someone else getting hurt.