:-(

For some reason, today, it just hit me that I really miss your companionship. So, yes, this is wiser, this distance, and it helps me clarify what I really want and not just succumb to the thought that if we are good friends and sexually compatible, and I care about you, we should be more. But I miss the visits, and the cards.

Today in the staff meeting our icebreaker was to describe our favourite gift. Mine was having someone to hang out with on Christmas Eve, and play cards with. Just so you know. Not that you are reading this.

As for other romantic opportunities, they are appearing. I am trying to stand back and watch and appreciate. The one that matters is... I don't know. At a tenuous stage. Perhaps some day we can be friends.