waffles

I am a weathervane
the tornado is all around
i want ecstasy
i want water
i want chances and strong shoulders.

I know I am not wrong but
I sometimes wonder if I'm right.

My head spins my
eyes ring
my focus is gone

Imaginary friends I gave up at four ask
me to come back for more time, more chances
more water under the rainbow bridges.

Gloria Steinem whispers in my ear and something
that is not my DNA won't listen, because it
wants to listen to the whisper of your thighs on the
hot car seat.

I am a weathervane I
need wind
I need water I
need ecstasy
frenzy
joy.